“Scratch Paper”

I am alone in my room
Holding my favorite green pen with a piece of Scratch paper
I am looking in somewhere while my hands move to write
I’m not looking at the paper while I’m writing
I still looking in I don’t know
All I know is you
Because everywhere I look
All I see is you
There are two things I always remember when I think of you
First is happiness
You make feel inspired everyday
You are the reason of every beat of my heart
Second is rejection
Because when I got the chance to tell I want you
You didn’t mind me
I don’t know if I have the right to be mad at you
When you make me feel I am nothing
And then suddenly I was awakened from all the thoughts
And when I look at the paper
I see your name
And then, I smile
I know why it happen because the person who’s in the scratch paper
Is the one who make me happy?
And the one who reject me?